I can't call you dad

You been in and out of jail

Miss half of my life

So how can I

Call you my dad

Of course I want you to be there

Through everything I accomplish

But you was never there

Through any of them

So what do I

Call you?

DAD

You say you my father


But you was never there


You let another man


Call me baby girl


That was something I always was to you


But not anymore


I always forgive you


Even when you lie to us


You a man that has regrets


And I understand that


But it’s so much


I can take

I'm Not You

You tell me things that make you feel better

And make me feel despicable

I truely feel like you regret having me

And you the only one know the truth

But when we speak about it

You never denied it

How do you expect

Me to be just like you

That is something

That will never happen because i'm not you

I'm am who I

Make of me

As far as you go

You not in the picture

I won't

  I promised you
I wouldn't cry
  So i just
Hold back my tears
  replacing them
With painful heals
                                           R.I.P, Tony

I Can Careless

  I realize
I can careless about you
  No matter who you are
You will always be a pain in my life
  And don't tell me you sorry
When you know you meant to
  Don't even bother asking me for help
I will let you die if it come to helping you

What Should You Know?

  You should know
How to read me like a book
  You should know
Want i want
  You should know
what i need
  You should know
How i feel about you
  But you only know
The simple things

You Made Her

  I won't blame you

For making me so angry

  I'm blaming you

For making me who I am now

  Can't explain

Because I want to show you

  Show you

What you done

  It will amaze you

Who i am

  Show you

You can do anything you want to do

  You won't even believe

That's who I use to be

What Do You Think?

  Missing you

Do you think i want to?

  Seeing you

Makes me smile

  Talking to you

Make me laugh

  Holding you

Makes me thoughtless

  Playing with you

Makes me want to stay with you

  So why would I

Want to leave you?

Wait

  I waited for you

So wait for me

  How hard could it be

To wait

  Wait

If you want us to be

  Wait

If you want your dream

  Wait

If you know what you feel is true

  But if you can't wait

Let everything between me and you go away

Apologize

  Thank You
For making my light shine in the day
  Thank you
For making me smile
  Thank you
For making me feel this way
  I apologize
For making you feel that way
  I never meant to
I'm sorry

I Am That Girl

 I am a girl you will want
To be in your future
  I am a girl you will want
To take care of you
  I am a girl you will want
To be your wife
  I am a girl you will want
To fight for
  I am a girl you will want
To please
  I am a girl you will want
To hold tight
  I am a girl you will want
To love and cherish for life
  Being different from other girls
Makes me that girl
 Because I am that girl
and you will never take my shine

I Choose You

  I choose you
Because you love being yourself
  I choose you
Because you are great at achieving goals
  I choose you
Because you are what i want
  I choose you
Because I need someone like you
  I choose you
Because I really believe I love you
  And you the best thing
Anyone can want, need, and love

I Promise

  You cut me inside
Where I shouldn't bleed
  You hardly say sorry
How do I suppose to know
  You Say you never meant to hurt me
But you never show me
  You watch me cry
Without holding me
  When you loved me
You never told me
  How dare you blame me
For hurting you
  All the things you did to me
Don't make happy moments
  It make me think
Otherwise of you
  So please hold me
When I cry
  Tell me you love me
When you know it true
  Say you sorry
When you hurt me too
  I promise
I'll forgive you

I Never Meant To

  I never meant to change
But it just happen
  I never meant to be with you
But we happened
  I never meant to trust you
But you earn it
  I never meant to love you
But I still do
  Even when i didn't love myself
I love you
  Now I love myself more than ever
I still love you

You

  I done what right
But you're the one done wrong
  When I do something
That is wrong
  You judge me
And you don't care
  But you don't realize
What you say hurts me too
  Even when you say
You didn't mean it like that
  It's still hurts knowing
You even would say it
  You judge me
From the wrong I do
  But not by
What I try to improve
  But whatever
I guess that's you

Show Me

  Open your heart
Smile for me
  Show me how much
You want me
  Hold me
I want you
  I'll will always
Stick with you

You Are Mine

  You are my
Shining star
  I love you
Please don't go too far
  I want you to hold me so tight
Until i'm hot enough to faint
  I want to be by your side
Because you are mine

For You

  I love you

I hope you love me

  I'm what you want in a girl

But I don't think you see

  Our love like magic

Because it's part us together

  Now it's time for me

To make your dream come true

Who I Am

  People tell me i'm just a kid
So it don't matter what i think
  But it's what inside of me
Not what you seek
  Because it's a lot of things
I can tell you about me
  I'm not like most kids
as much as i want to be
  I guess it's just something inside of me
That want to be free
  But as far as who i am
No one will see

Tell Me

  Who do I turn to?

You

  What do I do?

Tell you the truth

  When do I tell you I love you?

When i'm ready to

  Where do I go from here?

I don't know but I hope with you

  Why are you here?

Maybe because I need you

What I Seek

  I dream that dream
Of us to be
  For me and you
We shall be
  Should i see
What this future brings
  I seek that dream
Of destiny

Between You And Me

  I sleep all the night
Thinking about you
  I have no doubt
Of us two
  As long as we
Know we shall be
  It will be
Just you and me

What He Said

  He said i can do it on my own
But i can't
  He said i have potential
But i don't
  He said i can make it
But i don't know
  He said there is a purpose in my life
But it's gone
  So why i'm am here
In this world

What make me

  Me being me
That's what makes me
  My smile
It's unique
  My eyes
Is dark brown
  My hair
Is really curly
  My hips is big
But i don't mind
  Sometimes things
Come and go
  I hate
Acting like it don't hurt
  It kill me inside
To watch people leave my life
  Knowing i won't
Be alright

Thank You

  Lord i pray in your name
To give me the strenth
  That i need to be safe
I know you hear me
  Every night night and day
Praying to you
  Give me faith
I know im not that girl anymore
  But i still keep you
In my prayers

Crying For Help

  Tears falling down my face

Please make them go away
  Can't hide from the darkness
It's always in my way
  Crying for help
But no one hears me

  Why do i try

When no one listening